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When I look outside my window, I see…

(Source: neverlosehopelove)

Mad Hatter Cake! Week 24 ©ayweeen

Week 23
Chill Out Weekend
Ayi C.

Sun salutation.
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“Being Twenty-something - they call it the “Quarter-life Crisis. It
is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realising
that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and
may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year
or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are
now.

You start realising that people are selfish and that, maybe, those
friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the
greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost
touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you don’t recognise is that they are realising that too, and
aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as
confused as you.

You look at your job … and it is not even close to what you
thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and
realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and
that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing
and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you
realise that you have certain boundaries in your life and are
constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and
what isn’t.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh
and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and
scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and
cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realise that the
past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to
do but stay where you are or move
forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could
do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t
meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or
maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure
out why you are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad
person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot don’t seem as fun.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and
talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot
seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future
and making a life for yourself…
and while winning the race would
be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender! What you
may not realise is that everyone reading this relates to it. We
are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as
we can to figure this whole thing out.”

no more eye glasses and contacts. hoping for a perfect vision! Week 22

Week 21
Saturday Night life… once again.

The young woman who wrote this is right on. This article could be written about girls as well. Date a boy who travels, by lainnnes. Date a boy who treasures experience over toys, a hand-woven brace…

Week 20
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DIY calligraphy week 19